I am sorry for being a friend that nobody wants. I am sorry for being no fun. Sometimes I got nothing to talk & start talk like an idiot. I am sorry for being not attractive. I am sorry for chasing my goals too much till I do not enjoy the scenery of life. I do realise it now. Knowing that my former best friend said something bad about me to others, wow it hurts. I've done nothing bad to her & now I know who my real friend is. Thank you for showing your truly colours. That's fine because now I know everyone will leave in the end. When someone asked me about what is the most embarrassing stuff I've ever done, I got so clueless. Really. I don't remember anything good about my past. Now I know, I have to wake up & try. Try to be happy & laugh till there's no voice anymore. Try to enjoy every second instead of thinking about past, it such a waste, right? I will try, I will try to be positive as possible. Because Allah is there to help me. Inshallah.
Ya Rabb, I am sorry.