These past days, all i've afraid of darkness. I don't know why, I can't see darkness or I can't sleep for a night thinking that what might it be in that kind of darkness even though it's just in my room. I'm so jealous of people that can sleep peacefully at night & feel sleepy at night. Because I don't feel sleepy at night unless there's a light or something that can enlightens my room. My sleeping schedule have been totally mest and all I do think is my bad stuffs. Lol tonight probably be another sleepless night for me. Dearself pls i'm so exhausted.