We are just human who is powerless to stop if bad things are happening. Sometimes you tell people to be strong. Tell people that life is unfair sometimes but honestly who can manage to tell thselves when there's too much whirling in your head? No one. I dont want to go to bed sad. Not again. I just i can feel that everyone is slowly fading. Just like last year. I begin to accept that every end of year, people will slowly leaving. And goodnight. I'm going to a place whr i can see my dad & love never fades.