My friend came and said ''wow you look so fat now aahahahaha athira dah gemuk omg'' and I was just ''omg hahaha you're so funny omg manada manada''. Wow, this is pain. You have no idea how much I try to lose weigh & there just oh god. I'm trying so hard & i am. But i do not know why this fat just don't go away. I tried, not to eat much & do work out & so whatever and all i get in return just; ''wow you are so fat'' This is depressing and confusing and they don't even think twice before they split out everything. I want to have skinny legs, flat, yes, as a girl, i want that but they it has been a year or months i've been trying and wow this what i got wow uhm maybe i didnt try so hard maybe im just like this uhm maybe ill never be fine maybe this is what is meant to be yeah it is like i'm meant to be this way maybe who knows. wow sorry i care too much about my weight but this is so depressing uhm whatever