I'm starting to dislike all those romance stories because I'm tired. I don't want me to let myself hoping for live that is not meant to me. Or perhaps for love that is not going to give me anything except heartbreaks. I just want to read books, & stay away from love stories & just sit here. I don't want to fall in love anymore. I've had enough. & I want to keep the bitterness of my heart, as long as I can.