Well it's officially 21 days till pmr. I'm ok with that but deep inside of me feel that kind of scared. I'm scared what if I don't get what I want, what if i can't make my parents happy, what if, what if, what, if. Blergh. It's stupid, isn't. Indeed, i really want that. I want to see my mother happy. Because she's been struggle raise this family alone, & raise her trouble-maker daughter alone. It's sad. I want to get her something. Something in return, because I'm not so rich, i can't just give her thing. May Allah ease my way & bless everything. InshaAllah, I can. x