I want to change this around, yes. Because it is time for me to stop worrying and wasting my time. It is time for me to stop griefing about something that is worthless, it is time for me to focus on my study and enjoy every second of life. I'll try my best to keep trying to stay positive even if it hard and be happy when rough time. But one thing I don't want to stop, remembering all the memories with someone who used to be so special in my life. Memories with friends, him & family. I'm gonna accept the fact that, people changed & feelings fade but only the memories last. I'm tired of griefing, pointing & blaming myself. It is time for me to realized that I'm good enough, it is people who can't stand with my good or people who doesn't deserve my kindness will go away. I'm in love with myself & i'm closing my heart for someone who is worth. I should be studying.