It feels like, I do not have anything in my heart, anymore. It is gone, forever. I can't feel anything, but sadness, pain & despair. I'm getting use to this, finally. I'm not myself anymore. I can feel this. I don't know why I started cut myself, cry everynight. Shortly, I'm falling. And I'm alone. I tried to tell somebody my pain, but obviously he doesn't care, even tho he said he is. I'm sad. I can feel this hole inside my heart. Yes, I do feel I'm better of death, so people will be happy, right? Haha, great. Whatever it is, you can't fix me. & you never will.