Monday, 14 January 2013

Lost, again.

Remember when I told you, I swore to myself I'll never fall in love again, i failed. Here's the story. I met this boy at twitter two months ago. Two months ago, when I was completely broken. I found all his tweets just like what I'm facing. You know the feelings when you read all those smthing, and it is just like you're reading your heart. I was so miserable back then. Then, I decided to tell him, at ask.fm. & he's so nice, I can see how the way he treated his friends, the strangers & so on. Uhm then, we started talk at Tumblr. Idk why, maybe there's smthing the way he talk, the way he says all thse words that make me feel better, the way he keeps telling me that sad is just wasting your time, the way he treats me, there's smthing that make me fall in love. Yeah, he said to me he'll never leave me. But heart, why you so easily to fall in love? I jst, I am definitely I can't afford for another heartbreaks. I just, I can't. But this heart, won't stop falling in love. I'm starting to miss him when I'm in school, everywhere. When I am sad, I feel like I need him. But why I keep doing these things to myself. Ya Allah, guide me Ya Allah.