So many whys in my head, so many. Penat lah orang cakap dekat kita, ''Athira gemuk.'' ''Eee, Athira gemuk.'' ''Eee, kau dah lah gemuk.'' ''Kau ni gemuk ah.'' ''Athirah dahlah gemuk gedempol.'' Lay on my bed, gemuk sangat ke aku ni sampai orang cakap macam tu? Y'know I keep thinking thiz shits, i keep thinking this. Insecurities keep haunting me, you don't know how much it hurts. You never know, hm. Ya Allah, satu satu benda datang. Dearself, stay strong.