I'm sorry my English is so bad because Im crying. This is the last post I'll write about us. The last. After this, I wont. I'm tired. I'll tell you, from the very beginning how I met him. How can there's ''us.''. Please, sit tight & buckle yourself. The story of what I feel.
Last year, Sport's day. My friend & I was walked around in the school (oh my english *facepalm*). Then, we saw you. Yeah, I dont know you much. But, I know that you're name is *nanana*. My friend say you are cute. I was like, what the heck? HE IS NOT. EW. Haha, then my friend like you a lot and everyday she told me about you. Lalallala, you went there you went there. Boring. Yeah, I add your Facebook and suddenly you post at my wall. Here you are, disitulah kita bermula. Kita berkenalan di laman muka buku~~~ Enough. Then we start texting, yeah goodmorning. Goodnight texts. It's make me feel better. Haha, incredible you. We just met, but I like you. Lol whut. And then, we start texting and start joking and all those mid night calls, even when I have a boyfriend we're still together. Yeah, I thought we're just bestfriend. I miss the old of us, no pain. Haha. And yeah, you leaves me hanging and I dont care at that time because there are too many peoples around me and care about me and i thought you just a friend. Yeah I dont care, seriously. And then I broke up with my bf I texted you and you said everything's gonna be fine. Dont worry. Yeah, youre my strength at that time. Haha, then we start tegur-ing each other in school. We talked about or secrets. Your problems, and we share everything. Haha, you makes silly jokes just only to see me smile. Haha, what a life en. Lepastu, kita selalu text. Ohmy, your silly jokes! Remember when you said that you want to be a superman just because his pant is out of his pants hahahahhaha omg i cant stop laughing and then the tecopta man. Oh my, and remember yang thira takut malam tu kena kacau then I called you and then you said everything's gonna be fine. ''I dekat sebelah you, peluk you kuat kuat.'' Awh, Muah. All your sweet texts. Remember when you promise me you wont leave me alone? you love me forever and always. Awh, my power rangers! Haha. And then now, what happen to us?
You left me now. I'm alone. Yeah, everythings I do reminds me of you. Yeah, baju raya pun sama. Ingat tak, baju raya warna kuning kita jadi bumblebee. And you're the bumblebee. It's hard to move on when I'm still love you. You're now, happy with someone else. Idk what's her name but I can see all those tweets its not for me. It's for someone else. Hmm, you left me breathless. I hope you notice this, I'm really really feel so depressed. So depressed. To much of our memories. I cant study. Yeah and the one thing song. Hm, you know what Im crying again just because of you. Thanks. But I miss you so much, I cant lie. I miss your voice. I miss your smile. I miss every single details about you. and us. Now, there's no more us. Just only me and you. I hope that one that the girl your loves a lot will do this to you. I'm not being so cruel, but pls. I want you to feel. Just thank you for all you've done. Goodluck Power Ranger for your big exam this year, me loves you & me miss you so much. I hope that one day you'll text me or call me or do whatever you can and talk to me. I hope that. And yeah, I always mention your name in my prayers. All my doas. Please, dont forget about me, dont forget about us. Selamat berpuasa. That you for all you've done, im falling into pieces. x