I'm tired of waiting. Sick of waiting for something that will never be mine. Never. I know. But, I keep your words. Forever and always. If you want me in your life, tell me. I swear, I'll always be there for you. Btw, I wish you know how much I miss you. How much I love you. Uncountable. Haha, uncountable? Lol. Okay, I want to refresh our memories together. Even through the phone. Haha. 16-5-2012, You said you love me very much. But you can't take me to your girlfriend cause you already have her. And, you want to tell me this, but you afraid that I will never except you. And this. ''I just you to know that, don't you easily lose contact with me. Cause I don't want to lose you, I'm really love you.'' ''Seriously, I miss the chance to take you as my girlfriend.'' ''I wish I could turn back around the time and spend all my time with you doraemon.'' ''I miss you so badly.'' Tears. It's hurt. The ugliest thing. My tears, you don't deserve it actually. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep everynight. Just because of you. ONLY YOU. Why you don't appreciate me? Why? Maybe I'm just a kid. Normal kid. I read all your tweets. All about your girlfriend. I wish I can tell you that, I love you more than she loves you. But I can't. It's impossible right. Yeah, I'm gonna die with regrets. Cause I don't tell you how much I love you & I miss you. My one regret. Nah it's okay. I hope that you'll notice this. Maybe not today, but tomorrow. Who knows right. But, I always wish that all the texts, all the dms, all the calls & and your tweets is for me. It's sound funny right? Ha-ha. InsyaAllah. Maybe you're not mine today, but InsyaAllah ''kalau ada jodoh, tak kemana.'' maybe tomorrow or ten years. Maybe we're not couple but marriage. Haha, jauhnya berangan. Ya Allah, kalau betul dia jodoh aku, bagilah dia jadi milik aku one day. Sesungguhnya, tiada apa yang mustahil bagi kau. Amin. Have a nice day. x