I wonder isn't funny you makes me feel special and then you left without saying goodbye? Well thankyou, my tears is my best friend since I was born. I know, I'm not the prettiest girl the school, I'm not that skinny, I'm just a fat girl live in my world waiting for miracle happen, My bestfriend talk bad behind me. I'm not perfect, but well this is me. I want someone to say I'm beautiful, I will always be there for you, I want your heart, I will always love you insyaAllah till Jannah. Untill one day, you came in my life and you said and then you left. I'm not that strong, you know that. I'm not strong, but I will always pretending that I'm strong enough to face all these pain & hearbreaks. As Allah is by my side, I can. But physically, I can't live without you. I can't. But I can't believe that you can live without me? Please somebody, wake me up from this nightmare. I can't stand seeing you happy with someone else. Pretending that I'm okay is the worst feeling ever. I know you'll never read this, but people I want to tell you.. playing with someone's heart isn't funny. Please don't do that if you want die in peace.